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beautiful tragedy by idareyoutoforget, literature

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beautiful tragedy

Blue eyes, dark brown hair, everyone stops to look as she passes them. Yeah, that's my past present and future that just walked on by. I feel like I'm looking at a wall, empty faced and rough. Graffiti spells out heartache, heartbreak… The end of her. The flesh and bone turns to pearly silence… there are no words left to say, she tugs uncomfortably at the end of her dress, as if somehow, it'll make her disappear. imaginations summon up doors, to walk through. Break the hostility. Sometime imagination fails us… we can't all be dreamers. Her heart feels like road kill, trapped in a prison of cells. It bea

the little pieces by idareyoutoforget, literature

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the little pieces

When it all just fits like pieces of a jigsaw my heart grows bigger and I smile inside. The aroma we make seeps into the holes in our clothes and everything is just Perfect. But when it all falls apart like the glass you threw at me when we argued last night, my palms grow sweaty and my heart shrivels and dies Because I sense the loss of perfection and my eyes turn blue from crying rivers. You don't even care. Surely there must be compromise. We can be a jigsaw with a piece or two missing…because at least that way we have each other and we may not be perfect but there is a chance this might work out.

dead emotional by idareyoutoforget, literature

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dead emotional

Sometimes my heart hurts too bad to carry around like this. There are too many things I haven't told you and I guess I'm not feeling all that fine. I never told you what to do when you see me like this. Don't touch me, I'm poison and I'll get you too. My yellow stained skin will seep into yours. How many different faces can I show you…? One…two…three…seventy six; and I'm still undiscovered. and yet I feel like I am dramatising everything, this pain, it's imagined…like dragons and fairytales. Yesterday you took my hand and said "I'm scared that you are dying" Today I picked up the phone and said "I guess you

waiting for tomorrow by idareyoutoforget, literature

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waiting for tomorrow

It's about time I made up my mind about you. I need the walls of my blood cells stripped bare rather than hung with memories of you. You pull arteries around my neck, like a noose tugging ever tighter, those harsh words "this is all you'll ever be worth". Still echo in my mind. Kitchen windows painted my eyes red I stared too long, waiting for you to come home you always did [and I hated it] Today is a new day, my mind has been made up, like the tomorrow I have been waiting for. I am moving on. and so with renewed strength I'm making a call.

unfinished by idareyoutoforget, literature

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unfinished

She steps down the stairs. The flimsy fabric of the cotton pyjamas leaving her somewhat exposed to you. She sucks the life out of a cigarette…stifling the words she needs to be telling saying. "we can't go on like this, not anymore". Expectation is written all over his face, he's not prepared for this, not in the least. His hands are shoved deep, deeper, deepest into the pockets of his jeans. As if he is stuffing his anxiety aside. [Time sweeps backwards, heading towards that day they first met. Eyes locking over fancy drinks that cost far too much to be real. Idle chatter, followed by hand holding and declarations

casual lovers by idareyoutoforget, literature

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casual lovers

We are casual lovers. You know the kind; they scribble little notes which we leave in shirt pockets to be discovered some months later. There is an un-trustable look upon your face. You wear it with pride. It's like; it's some kind of achievement to be unreachable. You don't care how much you push me away. So long as you're okay. We sit in your car at the traffic lights. Front of the queue, and we watch as the lights turn from red to green, then back to red… and other cars beep their horns in angry expression as we remain unsure of which direction to take.

mess in winter time by idareyoutoforget, literature

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mess in winter time

Winter is the smell of de-icer as we warm up your car, and the leaves; frosted to the pavement, just like my heart. My stars shine and whisper "Since when did you turn to ice?" they seem to be under the impression that I have grown to be cold, when really, I was always this way. My eyes are telling you that I haven't slept for days the room spins as I watch you turn and walk away; unable to handle the fact that I am broken, like the bottles at the bottom of a recycling bin, I think we grew to accept there would never be another use for me. The ice is melting winter turns to spring like the hands c

the static of my heart. by idareyoutoforget, literature

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the static of my heart.

My mind full of soft memories, not yet lived I'm thinking back and forth over every moment I have encountered. A lacklustre feeling works its way inside of me and each waking moment becomes more and more static, grinding to standstill upon my heart. I place one foot in front of the other, stepping up towards the front porch of the house, where I have always lived… I've started to call it the porch of reflection. memories. And now it would seem I have felt it all, that emptiness of being completely alone. there is not enough prozac in the world, to cure this pain; [the human touch of love does not cut it eit

inside of me by idareyoutoforget, literature

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inside of me

I am cold comforting myself, but there is no one else and I have become, so blind to this, They tell me only god can save me now but I'm not sure I believe Show me the way to the light, grow me wings so I can fly away from here. I can see you, in my way… I scream But you ignore. I can hear you, calling my name [over and over and over] And you won't stop touching my skin, fingertips burning like matches you're coming to take me away. I am frail, I've been hung out to dry and forgotten. I can no longer recall what is wrong… it's all a blur. days, weeks and hours, merging into one. everything is wrong But

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worth the wait by idareyoutoforget, literature

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worth the wait

You used to tell me you could see The dust of the stars Twinkling in my eyes, You were blind to the fact those were tears Caused by you. The nights we spent in my room Smoking cigarettes out of the window And planning our future… You said best friends forever And I believed you. You told me you were going away, Not for long you promised… And I sat at home, wishing That you weren't worth the wait As I missed out on my life. I dare you to try and forget Those marks you left Around my wrist the night I told you I wasn't coming back, The stories I made up for my friends- To excuse you. Now I realise how much I was missing Du

stagnation by idareyoutoforget, literature

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stagnation

Walking the same old streets Comfortable familiarity drawing you in, Roads strewn with broken cardboard boxes, Bleached almost white in the sun, A reminder of new beginnings and of endings… People packing up their lives [Moving in and out, trying to escape]. You could walk down these streets In your sleep, Walking the same paces day in and day out, Sometimes you think you want change, So you try something new… But if you wanted change, Why are you back? [Addiction]. Life wouldn't be the same Without the familiar sights A discarded football, a broken bicycle And the sounds of children screaming, Pla

picture perfect by idareyoutoforget, literature

creature of my dreams by idareyoutoforget, literature

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creature of my dreams

We walked hand in hand Along the beach [And you told me that you loved me]. I looked away, Trying to hide the tears that clouded my vision, I broke the touch of our hands, Afraid to let you near me, Incase you got a glimpse of the real me. You wouldn't love me if you knew The thoughts inside my head, So I looked you in the eyes, [Yours so happy, against mine so sad] And told you not to love me "Don't get too close to broken me". You wrapped your arms around me, Hugged me so tight, Made me feel safe, cared for, And you whispered that you'd catch me, If I ever were to fall, And kissed me [so gently] on the cheek; Placed your

just another day by idareyoutoforget, literature

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just another day

Early morning, And my alarm pierces the relative peace Of my fitful dreaming. I open my eyes And everything around me fades to grey, Solid lines blurring and morphing Into demons, ready to make my day hell. A silent argument takes place [Do I get up, or stay in bed?] I take the chance, And tentatively step out of bed, Shiver from the sharp morning air, And reach for the bottle. A shot of vodka, the perfect breakfast, Slowly the world comes back into focus, My tainted perspective Makes things bearable…I wander to the shop To replenish my supply of cheap alcohol And cigarettes, They are gone before I am home. I always wonder

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facing the truth by idareyoutoforget, literature

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facing the truth

She sits in the dirty public bathroom Eyes fixed upon the abstract finger paintings On the not-quite green walls, Her mind is spinning As she watches her world crumble, fall and scatter All around her, Human bread crumbs in the mixing bowl of life. Held in shaking hands sits a pregnancy test, Like a bird's egg warm in the nest Except this intruder isn't wanted, not yet, Not aged 15. What will people think, what will people say, She just wants everything to go away Away Away. Attempting to stand The bathroom stall spins, Like some crazy fairground ride that wont stop, There's no get

a brief encounter by idareyoutoforget, literature

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a brief encounter

I passed you in the street Our arms touched and I felt us shiver in unison [Like a badly tuned engine], The feelings making my heart open up Like a flower coming into bloom. And that was it. For today. Next time we met Our eyes locked like the missing pieces of a puzzle [Reunited] I remember your smile, the whiteness of your teeth Bright against your light sun-tanned skin, Our time together melted away [Like a snowflake], We departed again. I was sad when we met again And you kissed me to make me smile Held me tight and I felt safe, secure And it was like, perfection Everything I'd ever dreamed was coming true

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Le Lis de la Mort by Lerianna, literature

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Le Lis de la Mort

He painted her world in beautiful colors, [Her life] his canvas, [Her love] his paint… Vibrant shades of red and gold-- golden sunsets against vanilla skies; and soothing ocean lullabies He left his signature in the corner of her heart, written so small the letters flowed through her veins One day she found the canvas blank Her life in shades of endless greys No shades of gold, green, or violet; He erased her world away… Her tears and words were lost forever in the cracks of grey concrete Alone to dry against grey sunlight Buried in the grey underground From her tears grew the lily, [his last mast

book marked by inmyroom, literature

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book marked

I am the coat hanger that's hooked on your lip with nothing but a stray hair fastened around it's question-mark neck. You wonder if the lonely strand will ever realise that its grip is forlorn and make me swerve away aborting my cause. I am the ruler you dropped on the floor, and only used to measure my thin-straight line of a smile with lips never pulled back apart from when the phone lights-up -- but it only ever tells me 'battery low'. I am your finger nail that snapped too far down its nail bed - it stings more with every pull crying into the grooves, and you just leave it there to slowly peel away, like p

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forever and a day by idareyoutoforget, literature

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forever and a day

They say that you're a dreamer because you lose track of time and you want the world empty from the outside in... you know, one day I hope you can save yourself from fading into memories. I can sense your lungs getting tired from all the internal sounds, every micro second counts and you search frantically for the words that can save you. I'll be there, sat on your doorstep waiting for you and the day you finally find the answers to the questions you can never ask, I'll take you in my arms and we'll dance in the light of the moon for forever and a day.

forever and a day

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idareyoutoforget

Mar 12, 2006

sorry

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yeah just an apology for not being round much lately... too much crazy stuff going on, i just dont have the time or energy. i'm not sure anyone has actually missed me, but i thought i'd just say sorry anyway.

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idareyoutoforget

Jan 28, 2006

Devious Journal Entry

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woah i started writing again 2 poems in a week nothing spectacular but it feels good to be back

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idareyoutoforget

Jan 8, 2006

i am blank

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blank like a canvas sorry for my absense things are taking over my mind no time for poetry i aim to write some more soon.

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sugarfreekiwi

Feb 17, 2007

Hey kiddo.

Hope things are going okay x

aliasuk

Jul 26, 2006

Hey ive looked at your work and i really enjoyed it..keep up the good work

madkatkiper

Feb 10, 2006

Think about this...
You may not realize it, but it's 100% true.
*PLEASE READ THIS WHOLE POST IT'S SO DAMN TRUE*
1. At least 2 people in this world love you so much they would die for you.
2. At least 15 people in this world love you in some way.
3. The only reason anyone would ever hate you is because they want to be just like you.
4. A smile from you can bring happiness to anyone, even if they don't like you.
5. Every night, SOMEONE thinks about you before they go to sleep.
6. You mean the world to someone.
7. If not for you, someone may not be living.
8. You are special and unique.
9. Someone that you don't even know exists, loves you.
10. When you make the biggest mistake ever, something good comes from it.
11. When you think the world has turned its back on you, take a look: you most likely turned your back on the world.
12. When you think you have no chance of getting what you want, you probably won't get it, but if you believe in yourself, probably, sooner or later, you will get it.
13. Always remember the compliments you received. Forget about the rude remarks.
14. Always tell someone how you feel about them; you will feel much better when they know.
15. If you have a great friend, take the time to let them know that they are great. add this as a comment to ten of ur friends tonight and at midnight your true love will find you. Something good will happen to you at 2:25 tomorrow. Get ready for the biggest shock of your life.